The last week or so I have often thought about this day coming and nervous as to how I would feel this morning as I woke up. I was really hoping that I wouldn’t feel as sad as I have in the past. Although I can’t say the sadness is gone, I can say that it doesn’t hurt as bad has it has in the past. I can’t believe that it’s been five years! I read my blog post from last year and although the feelings are there it just doesn’t hurt as bad. I’ve had some tears this morning and I’m sure there will be more to come but today I will try and focus on the good. I am so blessed and have been given so much. Not often do I take a day and just focus on me, but today is that day. Tomorrow is a new day and a new chapter. This coming year is going be full of surprises and joy. Hopefully December 8, 2010 will be a little easier than today.
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